I have been to the bowels of this country and I have learnt things. The primary thing that I realised that this country at its depth revels in stratification, inducing suffering and invalidating experiences and sometimes the whole lives of people. The base emotion is breaking legs of people and then ridiculing them for not being able to run the race of survival. I am pretty straightforward and mind my business person but the voyeuristic and predatory setup doesn't really allow a person to mind his own business. People's wills are broken so that they just become bodybags of their own lives. Everything is stratified engineering colleges, medical degrees, which I earlier found to be okay after all IITs are better than a Tier 3 college but then I realised, firstly that meritocracy is a scam, secondly if you are from a Tier 3 college you will be exploited your whole life for that and in such a way that it will hinder your actual job and thirdly the whole ontology and how things are done differs between strata and that means a person who has studied the same syllabus will act differently when he is in Tier 1 setup and if he is Tier 4 setup with high chances that a person operating with his skills in a Tier 4 setup has his will broken if he is a good person and if he is not then he has turned predatory. The top cream in anything in this country is already selected and if it is selected from diffrent background than top cream then there is dirt collection on him so that he can be manipulated at will. There is nothing left to chance and real dedication and loyalty means nothing, dedication and loyalty are extracted through forced patronage and existential blackmail. The most mind boggling thing that I realised was that people are prevented from experiencing their own lives. The base of this country as I was able to see is rape, hypocrisy, jealousy and opportunism and when these things are the base, if they are true for one person they are true for all as it then becomes the bottom line and that means when the bubble of delusion pops it is this you are going to see. You have to choose your own skill that you want to master and become better at and it is better if there are more than one skills, one professional and at least one at the personal level. I have seen the amount of force used that I haven't seen being used even on terrorists and this is when I was a mind my own business and come home and read books and play videogames kind of a person. I got to become intimate with base of this nation and realised that it is essentially operated by individuals who are genocidal rapists and who employ genocidal rapists from the lower classes for manipulation of families and do social engineering. My deal is simple, I judge organisms by their ability to feel pain and their sentience and I realise people with depth, good people who believe in God are being manipulated by straight Pavlovian psychology. If you feel anxiety and humiliation going somewhere, you won't go there or if you feel better going somewhere even if it harms you you will go there, these are the simple principles on which this nation operates. Of course the world is complex, but this is the bottom line and it is at this bottom line all the complexity of the world simplifies. If someone doesn't like your face, and even if you do not know them, you can reach a place where there is no God, no government and no law. Just a boot of power crushing your face worn by individuals who if they hadn't been employed would have been pulling rickshaws or peddling drugs. It is here my sympathy for lower classes ended because I ended up realising that people can be brainwashed and conditioned into anything, even being a demon, an example would be of burning the whole world for having sex with someone. This is a real intent and individuals of different intents of these kinds trapped in hell are let loose on people who just want to live their own lives and people and their lives are manipulated by such kinds of individuals. It is a setup of only and only negative attention. It's essentially save your own ass kind of setup with genocidal rapists running amok and if you are not privileged the next can be you. This arrangement is cleverly hidden by propaganda and you would read Dainik Jagran and feel everything is fine but issue is that the propaganda is not being able to hold the peddled false reality in its place anymore because of the internet which was important for making new financial systems and panopticons and a ledger of people's lives and of course for harvesting of data.